Invisible Leader: When Organizing Means Disappearing

As many of my friends and colleagues know, I poured my heart and soul into organizing this year's Women in Leadership Conference. As the primary volunteer coordinator, I was behind the scenes making sure everything ran smoothly and each station had enough volunteers to support a large conference. Attendees who are not familiar with large scale event management cannot imagine how much energy I have put into this project in the past six months. So when I scrolled through the event photos this morning, I was hurt to find something glaringly absent: me. Logically, I know it wasn't a malicious oversight. That doesn't make it sting any less. Especially when it stings because it mirrors the feeling I carry around every day: the feeling of being present, yet unseen. Let's do my debrief of the day of the conference, just gloss over all of the buildup events starting from January. It started early, 06:30, and my veins were filled with an unspecified energy drink. My binder, usua...